失去 by 同恩

On the verge of breaking down.

Irritated? Not really. Frustrated? Not very. %#%#$%^#&#$? ya..

Ha. Today was supposed to be a peaceful day. SUPPOSED. I've planned out my work while bathing. Morning, come in, check qty, slack till 10, analyst training, do duty permits, lunch, do my blanket permits, go class. That WAS my schedule.

8.00am Still in toilet shampooing. Sms comes.
Sms:"Mei I taking one day leave today. Later the canon guy coming at 10 to fix the fax machine u take care ok?"
Reply:"Ok.. Wat m i supposed to do?"
Sms:"I'll inform the guard house n when he arrives u pick him up at the lobby and let him fix the machine."
Reply:"kk.."

Minor interruption. Acceptable. Jus pick up the fella outside. Wats so difficult?

*Skip the rain, the LJS not worth-the-price breakfast purchase n the super long que for cab at JP.*

9.50am Surfing forums n munching thru one-inch thick OILY toast. Missed a few phone calls. Order Fulfilment colleague comes.
Fella:"Hey! Meeting at ABB. Lets go."
Me:"Wat time?"
Fella:"10pm"
*Looks at computer time. Displays 9.50am.*
Me:"10!?! 10 and u tell me NOW!! M i needed?? I got training leh."
Fella:"Ya. Need u to discuss the reporting issues and ur permits."
*Gives him a look, wipes my oily hand, IMs the biz analyst to postpone the training.*
Me:"Sure u need me?"
Fella:"Ya. Change into ur safety shoes."

And so I followed him to ABB, forgot all abt the Canon guy until 10.45am. Anyway he din arrived until 11+++ and my colleague got hold of someone else to handle him after I sms-ed her.

ABB lasted all the way until 12+. The OF fella was screaming for food. I still do not know wat I was there for, but I dun really like the new system. I jus hope it doesnt screw up everything and I dun have to do extra work. (For ur info, the OF fella is one mth my age senior, and 1 and a half yrs my work junior.)

Analyst training lasted abt 45 min. I was already in a drowsy mode. Gotta do the P&L trial run in preparation of his absence. YES! I'm gonna be backup-ing him from 28 Jul to 10 Aug. With my LITTLE knowledge and MINIMAL experience to cover a long list of his job scope. I hate backup-ing, but I have to backup so many ppl doing different and diverse jobs. Popular? More like easily bullied.

Terribly tired and sleepy right now. In fact, I cant concentrate recently, I'll jus doze off. Sometimes even when I have sufficient sleep.

Suffering from rheumatism (I think) for most part of last nite. The fact that I was in MapleLand until 2am (When I finally got my dark avenger) did not put me in a deep slumber. I think I slept at 3, woke up at 4.15, knee aching, slept, woke up at 5.40, ache some more, this time plus the arms, slept, mum tore down my door at 6.53am, rolled myself in the blanket and officially got out of bed at 7 to look for some notes.

Worst thing, I still have class later. Can someone separate my T42 from me so dat i can get more sleep and more things done?